Paul Verlaine
Twenty-Three Poems
A. S. Kline © 2002 All Rights Reserved
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Sadness, The Bodily Weariness…
(Poèmes Saturniens: Mélancholia II)
makes the thrush fly through colourless air,
and the sun casts a monotonous glare
on the yellowing woods where the north winds hum.
We were alone, and walking in dream,
she and I, hair and thoughts wind-blown.
Suddenly, turning her troubling gaze on me,
‘Your loveliest day?’ her voice of living gold,
her voice, with its fresh angelic tone, vibrant and sweet.
I gave her my answer, a smile so discreet,
and kissed her white hand with devotion.
- Ah! The first flowers, what a fragrance they have!
And how charming the murmured emotion
of that first ‘yes’ from lips that we love!
(Poèmes Saturniens: Mélancholia IV)
The hair’s gold, the eyes’ blue, the flower of the flesh,
and, then, in the scent of the dear body’s mesh
the shy spontaneity of caresses!
How far away is all of that lightness
and all that innocence! Ah, backwards yet
to the Spring of regret, the black winters have fled,
my disgusts, my boredoms, and my distress.
So I’m alone now, here, sad and alone,
sad and desperate, chilled like the old,
poor as an orphan with no elder sister.
O for a woman in love, tender and mild,
sweet, pensive, dark, and always astonished,
who now and then kisses your brow like a child.
(Poèmes Saturniens: Mélancholia V)
‘For the wars of love a field of feathers’
Gongora
Calm this feverish rapture a little, my charmer.
Even at its height, you see, sometimes a lover
needs the quiet forgetfulness of a sister.
Be languid: make your caresses sleep-bringers,
like your cradling gaze and your sighs.
Ah, the jealous embrace, the obsessive spasm,
aren’t worth a deep kiss, even one that lies!
But you say to me child, in your dear heart of gold
wild desire goes sounding her cry.
Let her trumpet away, she’s too bold!
Put your brow on my brow, your hand on my hand,
make me those promises you’ll break by and by,
let’s weep till the dawn, my little firebrand!
(Poèmes Saturniens: Mélancholia VI)
of a woman, unknown, whom I love, who loves me,
and who’s never, each time, the same exactly,
nor exactly different, she knows me, she’s loving.
Oh she knows me, and my heart, growing
clear for her alone, is no longer a problem,
for her alone, she alone understands, then,
how to cool the sweat of my brow with her weeping.
Is she dark, blonde, or auburn? – I’ve no idea.
Her name? I remember it’s vibrant and dear,
as those of the loved that life has exiled.
Her eyes are the same as a statue’s eyes,
and in her voice, distant, serious, mild,
the tone of dear voices, of those who have died.
(Poèmes Saturniens: Caprices I)
it was lovely to see
the white hand and white paw
fight, in shadows of eve.
She hid – little wicked one –
in black silk mittens
claws of murderous agate,
fierce and bright as kittens’.
The other too was full of sweetness,
sheathing her sharp talons’ caress,
though the devil lacked nothing there.
And in the bedroom, where sonorous
ethereal laughter tinkled in air,
shone four points of phosphorus.
(Poèmes Saturniens: Caprices III)
hair braided, eyes blue,
we who live almost hidden from view
in novels barely read.
We walk, arms interlaced,
and the day’s not so pure
as the depths of our thoughts,
and our dreams are azure.
And we run through the fields
and we laugh and we chatter,
from dawn to evening,
we chase butterflies’ shadows:
and shepherdesses’ bonnets
protect our freshness
and our dresses – so thin –
are of perfect whiteness.
The Don Juans, the Lotharios,
the Knights all eyes,
pay their respects to us,
their ‘alases’ and sighs:
in vain though, their grimaces:
they bruise their noses,
on ironic pleats
of our vanishing dresses:
and our innocence still
mocks the fantasies
of those tilters at windmills
though sometimes we feel
our hearts beat fiercely
with clandestine dreams,
knowing we’ll be the
lovers of libertines.
(Fêtes Galants)
where charming maskers, masked shepherdesses,
go playing their lutes and dancing, yet gently
sad beneath their fantastic disguises.
While they sing in a minor key
of all-conquering love and careless fortune,
they don’t seem to trust in their own fantasy
and their song melts away in the light of the moon,
in the quiet moonlight, lovely and sad,
that makes the birds dream in the trees, all
the tall water-jets sob with ecstasies,
the slender water-jets rising from marble.
(Fêtes Galants)
so that, a question of slopes and breezes,
ankles sometimes glimmered to please us,
ah, intercepted! – Those dear foolishnesses!
Sometimes a jealous insect’s sting
troubled necks of beauties under the branches,
white napes revealed in sudden flashes
a feast for our young eyes’ wild gazing.
Evening fell, ambiguous autumn evening:
the beauties, dreamers who leaned on our arms,
whispered soft words, so deceptive, such charms,
that our souls were left quivering and singing.
(Fêtes Galants)
in the cave where we achieved love’s goal,
has its own peculiarity.
One has the purple colour of souls,
ours, thief of the blood our heart’s possess
when I burn, and you flame like hot coals.
That one affects your languorousness,
your pallor, your weary form
angered by my mocking eyes’ caress:
this one mimics the charm
of your ear, and this I see
your rosy neck, so full and warm:
but one, among all of them, troubled me.
(Fêtes Galants)
sweetly cover our caress,
joy the roses cool, our friends:
perfume of roses, faint and sweet,
blowing on the summer breeze,
with her own fragrance blends:
as the promise her eyes gave
her courage is complete, and her
lips yield an exquisite fever:
and Love fulfilling all things save
Appetite, jams and sorbets here
protect us from the ache of hunger.
(Fêtes Galants)
romances without words,
dear, because your eyes
the shade of skies,
because your voice, strange
vision that will derange,
troubling the horizon
of my reason,
because the rare perfume
of your swanlike paleness,
because the innocence
of your fragrance,
ah, because all your being,
music so piercing,
clouds of lost angels,
tones and scents,
has by soft cadences
with its correspondences,
lured my subtle heart, oh
let it be so!
(Fêtes Galants)
two dark shadows lately passed.
Their lips were slack, their eyes were blurred,
the words they spoke were scarcely heard.
In the old lonely park’s frozen glass
two spectral forms invoked the past.
‘Do you remember our former ecstasies?’
‘Why would you have me rake up memories?’
‘Does your heart still beat at my name alone?’
‘Is it always my soul you see in dream?’ – ‘Ah, no’.
‘Oh the lovely days of unspeakable mystery,
when our mouths met!’ – ‘Ah yes, maybe.’
‘How blue it was, the sky, how high our hopes!’
‘Hope fled, conquered, along the dark slopes.’
So they walked there, among the wild herbs,
and the night alone listened to their words.
(La Bonne Chanson: III)
one day in June, I was feeling anxious,
she appeared, smiling at my glances,
the one I admired without fear of ill.
She came, went, returned, spoke, and sat,
serious, light, ironic, tender,
and I felt, deep in my soul, so sombre,
like some joyous image of all that:
her voice, its subtle music’s tone,
delightfully accompanying
the artless wit of sweet chattering
where a kind heart’s joy was shown.
I was as quickly, once the semblance
of my rebellion was over, wholly
in the power of that little fairy,
as since I’ve beseeched to be, trembling.
(La Bonne Chanson: VI)
shines in the trees:
from each bright
branch a voice flees
under the leaves that move,
O well-beloved.
The pools reflect
a mirror’s depth,
the silhouette
of willows’ wet
black where the wind weeps…
let us dream, time sleeps.
It seems a vast, soothing,
tender balm
is falling
from heaven’s calm
empurpled by a star…
it’s the exquisite hour.
The Noise From Bars….
(La Bonne Chanson: XVI)
ruined sycamores leafing black air:
the bus, a typhoon of mud and metal,
bouncing, between wheels, with its rattle,
rolling its red and green eyes slowly,
workers off to the club, pipes smoking,
under the noses of policemen, those drones,
roofs dripping, walls sweating, slippery stones,
broken asphalt, gutters where sewers blend,
behold, my road – with paradise at the end.
(Romances Sans Paroles: Arriettes Oubliées I)
‘It rains softly on the town.’
Rimbaud
as it rains on the town,
what is this art
that soaks to my heart?
Oh sweet sound of the rain
on the earth and the roofs!
For a heart dulled again,
oh the song of the rain!
It rains for no reason
in this heart without heart.
What? And no treason?
A grief without reason?
It’s pain’s darkest state
not to know why,
my heart feels such weight
without love, without hate.
(Romances Sans Paroles: Arriettes Oubliées IV)
That’s the way we’ll be happiest,
and if our lives have moments that sting,
at least we’ll weep together and be blessed.
O, sister-souls as we are, if we could blend
a childlike gentleness with vague desires
of travelling far from women and from men,
in the strange forgetfulness of what exiles.
Let’s be two children: let’s be two little girls
in love with nothing, amazed by all life brings,
pale with fear beneath the leaves’ chaste curls
not knowing they’ve been forgiven everything.
(Romances Sans Paroles: Arriettes Oubliées VII)
because, because of a girl.
How can my hurt be assuaged
though my heart is disengaged?
Though my heart, though my soul
are far away from that girl,
how can my heart be assuaged
though my heart is disengaged?
And my over-sensitive heart
says to my soul: by what art
by what art has it come to be
this proud exile, this misery?
My soul says to my heart: do I
know myself what trapped us or why
we’re with her though we were sent away,
although we’re far from her today?
(Romances Sans Paroles: Birds In The Night V)
You lay in bed as if you were weary.
But, O light body that love bore,
you leapt up naked, crying and happy.
Oh what kisses, what mad embraces!
I myself laughed through my tears.
Surely those moments will leave their traces,
saddest of all and best it appears.
I don’t want to see your smile, or worse
your kind eyes, for that reason,
or you, in short, who one must curse,
exquisite snare: only the ghost of that season.
(Romances Sans Paroles: Aquarelles)
here’s my heart that only beats for your sighs.
Don’t shatter them with your snow-white hands,
let my poor gifts be pleasing to your eyes.
I reach you, still covered with the dew, you see,
that the dawn wind froze here on my face.
Let my weariness lie down at your feet,
and dream of the dear moments that grant release.
Let my head loll on your young breast
ringing with your last kisses, yes
allow this passing of the great tempest,
and let me sleep a little while you rest.
(Romances Sans Paroles)
The roses were all red
and the ivy was all black.
Dear, at a turn of your head
my despair flooded back.
The sky is too blue, too tender,
the sea too green, the air too soft.
I always fear – it must be remembered
some atrocious act of yours.
I’m tired of holly with varnished leaves
and shivering boxwood too,
and the countryside’s infinity
and everything, except you!
(Romances Sans Paroles)
I loved above all her pretty eyes
brighter than the stars in the skies,
I loved her malicious eyes likewise.
Let’s dance a jig!
She for sure, she knew the art
of breaking a poor lover’s heart,
how charmingly she played the part.
Let’s dance a jig!
But I find that it’s even better
that kiss of her mouth in flower
now, in my heart, she’s a dead letter.
Let’s dance a jig!
I recall, oh I recall
the hours, the words we let fall,
and this is the very best of all.
Let’s dance a jig!
(Sagesse: X)
have moved me, swayed me, made me pity.
Ah, most when dark slumbers take me,
when sheets stripe the skin, oppress the hand.
And how weak in tomorrow’s fever
still warm from the bath that withers
like a bird on a rooftop that shivers!
And feet, in pain from the road forever,
and the chest, bruised by a double-blow,
and the mouth, still a bleeding wound,
and the trembling flesh, a fragile mound,
and the eyes, poor eyes, so lovely that so
hint at the sorrow of seeing the end!…
Sad body! So frail, so tormented a friend!
(Jadis Et Naguère)
under this great tree where the breeze dies
beneath grey branches, in broken sighs,
that the soft, tender moonlight caresses.
Motionless, and lowering our eyes,
not thinking, dreaming. Let love that tires
have its moment, and happiness that expires,
our hair brushed by the owl as it flies.
Let’s forget to hope. Discreet, content,
so the soul of each of us stays intent
on this calm, this quiet death of the sun.
We rest, silent, in a peaceful nocturne:
it’s wrong to disturb his sleep, this one,
Nature, the god, fierce and taciturn.
Memory, memory, what do you want of me? Autumn
Ah! Fond speech! And the first mistresses!
With sweetness, with sweetness, with sweetness!
I often have this dream, strange and penetrating
Your soul is the choicest of countries
High heels fought with their long dresses,
In the old lonely park’s frozen glass
In her dress of grey-green frills,
The noise from bars, the pavement’s mire,
You see we need to pardon everything.
I still see you. I opened the door.
Here are the fruits, the flowers, the leaves, the wands,
Sadness, the bodily weariness of man,
Give me your hand, still your breath, let’s rest